[Dark corners]
Victory, defeat, a relentless tide,
Euphoria drowned in a sea of despair,
Anguish, the undercurrent pulling me
, Resentment, the depths where I gasp for air.
The English language, a vessel of my tears,
each word is a drop of sorrow on my soul,
A canvas smeared with the hues of pain,
A story dark, a silent scream untold.
Betrayal, a venom, bitter on my tongue,
A stain of distrust, lingering and vile,
while abuse whispers secrets to the moon,
A testament to a life torn apart, and you, dear heart,
your rugged edges are etched like letters,
inscribed upon the tombstone of my pain,
A silent witness to my fractured existence
, A canvas painted with shades of grief
Anguish is the only current that carries me.